Wednesday, April 21, 2010

he was not my choice

I like the heavens and the earth with him. he not feel that I preferred men interested.
he is another. although he was loyal. However, what sets us apart is the way of interaction. I will not serve any man, if I am not interested. But he otherwise. so, thank god. he was not my choice. I have been looking for a man who is Kay. He meets my taste. However, I feel humble him. he must think I am rich .. However, I am just average. I hope our relationship lasting.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

I do anything

dear dairy:

I have been waiting for. I do not want to hope again. I do not want to see him again. I do not want to contact him again. for me, enough already. I want to feel I am the only latent. I  understand the words he said. He said he was scared when they enter university soon will find others. from there, I'd understand .. I apologize for not being able to be your friend. I cant be your friend.

TNGAL SHARI LAGI

keputusan spm akan umum hari khamis.. tngal sehari lagi... duh!!!.. mcm mna la rsult nnti.. ya Allah.. aku harap aku mendapat kptusan cmerlang.. aku hrap kat rsult spm aku ni je.. klau aku xde rzki.. msti sibling aku yg lain xpndg trus aku.. aku tau, diurg bkn suka sngt ngn aku. aku tau tu semua. aku cdih sngat.. xde spe yg tau. perasaan aku ni.. only God.. yes only god..